tonight was taylors going away party. He's moving to LA and transferring schools. Man, is he going to have the dopest time. I seriously think La... or cali is the place to be! i'm gonna visit you all the time taylor! :]

>.<

i just checked my phone in the out box i sent to a text to "grungy boy" and it said "This might be weird.. but i have the biggest crush on you" i'm a loser. how cheesy and desperate can i get!?

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well on the bright side i'm fucked up right now.. so i wont worry about this till later.

i'm comfortable with my sexuality. I'm not straight, but i wont for sure call my self gay. The term "Bi-sexual" doesn't settle well with me. It seems like its  a term for those people who are just greedy/horny and want everyone for themselves.

anywho, i find it hard to actually pursue someone i like. I don't know how to exactly take a regular relationship and elevate it too a dating type of thing. Being a libra that i am i'm pretty shy when it comes to these things. Last night I was texting this guy that i have one of those 'high school crushes' on. We started texting about school, and he just kept askibng me things about school. Questions like what school do you go too, what classes are you taking, how much are you spending for school etc. It felt like he was grilling me. Maybe i'm over analyzing it, but it doesnt seem like a conversation you'd have with a potential 'lover,' but now that i typed that out.. maybe he was just getting to know me? but isn't there more pressing issues that you'd wanna know about a person besides school? ughh.

i got to get ready for work. peace.